155sleeps...and everyone shits me today.

Now its June.

Now I am sick with a sucky headcold and I just spent my entire longweekend on my deathbed trying to cram all my Indo stuff for my exam tomorrow.

The kids were complete turds this morn and Mick...whinged about not having the carseat in his car therefore you see my lot to drop them off. So I snapped it at all of them - no wonder people run away to the circus.

The upside of all of this, is due to the schapelle corby thing - there are lots of FF points flights to bali - so I am off without Mick+kids in November...the sanity is only visible due to the 155sleeps till I go milestone.

Very stressed at the moment with life. I desperately want to do all my uni and become a shrink and soon, however if I push myself I am only going to get passes and I desperately need B+s to get the GPA to do honours - SO - I am going to drop to 3 subjects next year to give myself a break rather than 5. Its a little hard to work fulltime 50hrs+, +plus 3 kids, +health and fitness, + 5 subjects@uni. So it will see me graduating from this course in 2009/2010 rather than 2008 - BUT at least this way I can get the GPA I need. Besides if things change - I can pick up extra subjects along the way. Perhaps a strategy could be to use my longservice leave and take 6 months leave @ 1/2 pay and do 4/5 catchup subjects then.

*nah* I just want to win lotto and quit work and go to uni full-time.
It sucks when you wake up and realise you are a grownup..it creeps up on you from nowhere.
fuckers.
rant
bitch
whinge...