twice the walking

got up early and did the bush walk for the first time in 7 days and it felt gooooooood. then came back did a lazy sunday breakfast (papers, french toast, coffee). then after lunch me Safi/Jap walked to video shop and came home via Johnston st park.


then did a truck load of washing, hanging, folding etc. it was good to have a quiet one.Not sure how I feel about next weekends bday thing for Leen. Not feeling too positive about the whole situation and I feel really upset by her actions. Its up to me to get over it if I want to move forward, so I need to reflect on this during the coming week.

Mick says just to go, but I am not sure if I am up to it emotionally. Got another visit to the EAP on the 26, so I will continue to focus on me, my feelings and my cognition.

Gordie is very panicked by his surgery tomorrow morn and will be blind for a week or so.

On the up side, I looked at myself neeeekid in the mirror today and I am looking significantly thinner - and hotter!!